第二天

下午1點多進來的。邊小忙邊思考著些什麼，沒什麼。小忙了一個小下午，邊自己的iPod連著iTunes點了好幾個人的東西來聽，到點到了Bjork的Unravel聽，才稍稍覺得有點獲得緩解了，整個內裡狀態與自己的一些什麼啊的情緒都還很渾沌而我覺得我慢慢不再相信什麼了，曾經我說自己：沒有信仰；沒有信仰然而也是一個信仰。Bjork的Unravel是這樣說的：

While you are away
My heart comes undone
Slowly unravels
In a ball of yarn
The devil collects it
With a grin
Our love
In a ball of yarn
He'll never return it
So when you come back
We'll have to make new love
He'll never return it
When you come back
We'll have to make new love
While you are away
My heart comes undone
Slowly unravels
In a ball of yarn
The devil collects it
With a grin
Our love, our love,
In a ball of yarn
He'll never return it
When you come back
We'll have to make new love
He'll never return it
When you come back
We'll have to make new love
He'll never return it
When you come back
We'll have to make new love

有的東西是已經沒辦法再有多餘的解釋的餘地了。我也是。